Thursday, 27 June 2013

Fourth Day of Work

Today i decided to make a habit of blogging. Not to seek attention nor will i share with anyone. But it is for me to remind myself of things been through and encourage the future me. Today is 27/6/2013 9.41pm. There will be never again a second chance of this time. Please value the time you have. If you feel that working is just using up your time. Stop the work and find meaning in other job. Even if it is teaching in school, if you find it is good then do it.

Do not care too much about how people say. This is easy to be said than done.Parents will influence me a lot, and i do not ever want to disappoint them by doing things below their expectation. But giving a month to this job is fair amount of time to evaluate the usefulness and is it worth for me to stay in this company. I have a degree and good CV, i have the right to choose for a better one. But what is the criteria for best job that suits me. For now what i think is, Good pay RM2600 above, Distance better not subang PJ shah Alam, Trainings, recognition, Colleagues. Well this may chance now, as per evaluation of these 4 days of work.

Pay is RM2300 low
Distance is Good Kerinchi Station , LRT reachable.
Training: my teammate is really good to me, but still i cannot fit in yet.
Recognition: Not too many people know about Averis.

Chances are, if i would be given offer from GAB or Nippon Paint, i will accept it even it is far.

Averis Welcomes me
As per Picture, i was welcomed by the Website, my team Lead and member, Jimmy and Lee Ling, and Lee Ling's friend i cannot recall even one, and big boss Function Leader Mr. Dang.
So i just still do not feel belonging here, maybe it is just not for me. for me to quit, for me to be sorry to many people, i will rather do that for my own sake, than wasting my time, as employer chose me and i can choose them too. I will be sorry the most to Tan Lee Ling for teaching me almost many things even i didn't ask, Jimmy for trying to involve me arranging my lunch everyday and LISA for granting my dad a favor.


Lastly i want to thank god for guiding me through this week. Nippon Paint and GAB management trainee program is some open doors for me, i will have a opportunity to quit Averis, by saying a better offer outside, but in fact it is because i dont like my JOB! Clearing budget and preparing report is so boring. Unless Averis is giving me some surprise if not. =( Besides, When i went to Pudu to sign the Car loan yesterday, the colleague i was suppose to eat lunch with nearly got rob, once again God mercy is upon me. I am glad that i worked out today. Tommorow i will go paradigm mall with Sam to see TVB stars 冲上云霄2 造势活动
Hope i can remember to bring my camera along.

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